Category: Angst

Starry Night – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: Starry Night
Author: Lalaith Quetzalli
Fandom: Shadow and Bone
Genre: Angst, Fantasy, Pre-Relationship, Romance, Time Travel
Relationship(s): The Darkling | Aleksandr Morozova/Alina Starkov, Background Relationships
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Violence-Graphic, Racism, Murder, Implied Hate Crimes, Referenced Domestic Abuse, Referenced Child Abuse, Referenced Kidnapping, Minor Character Death, Referenced Slavery, Violence – Canon Level, Religious References, Brief Implied Suicidal Intention/Ideation.
Word Count: 69,261
Summary: Aleksandr was right and Alina’s not even surprised. She once thought that it was cruelty, evil, that made ‘wanting to destroy’ his first choice for everything; now she knows the truth: it was sadness, and defeat, and loneliness. It was losing so much and so many. Alina’s tired of losing. She knows now, she’d do things so differently, if she had another chance. But it’s not like it’s possible to change the past. Time-travel just doesn’t exist… right?

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A Terrible War – enigmaticblue

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Title: A Terrible War
Series: What We Gain
Series Order: 8
Author: enigmaticblue
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort
Relationship(s): GEN
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: *No Mandatory Warnings Apply
Word Count: 85,187
Summary: The hunters finally make their play. Noah has to gather his allies. Derek has to hold on. Stiles—Stiles has to survive.

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Common As Fuck – Duochanfan

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Title: Common As Fuck
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: Stargate: Atlantis
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Crime Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense
Relationship(s): John Sheppard/Rodney McKay
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Major Character Death, Violence-Graphic, Dark Themes, Minor & OC Character Deaths, , Murder, Character Bashing, Illness, Poisonings, Virus
Word Count: 128,616
Summary: John is fighting to keep Atlantis and the Expedition alive, but fighting with Weir about every single decision has led him to work behind her back to make sure they come out on top. When John’s cold turns out not to be so common, his friends rally around him to make sure he’s not left on ice.

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The Second Change – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: The Second Change
Series: True Guardian
Series Order: 3
Author: Lalaith Quetzalli
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Genre: Angst, Crime Drama, Dimension Travel, Family, Pre-Relationship, Slash, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Peter Hale/Sheriff Stilinski, Pre-Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Past Peter Hale/Sheriff Stilinski/Claudia Stilinski
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Violence-Graphic, Minor Character Death, Murder, Discussion – Rape (Canonical, Kate Argent), Discussion – Torture, Kidnapping, Racism, Violence – Canon Level
Word Count: 21,304
Summary: It’s not rare for a person to believe that if they could only change one small thing, everything would be better. Most never stop to consider, what if things end up being worse instead? Grief and loss may burden Stiles, but they won’t stop him from doing what’s necessary to make things right.

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A Subtle Threat – enigmaticblue

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Title: A Subtle Threat
Series: What We Gain
Series Order: 7
Author: enigmaticblue
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort
Relationship(s): GEN
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: *No Mandatory Warnings Apply
Word Count: 80,250
Summary: The hunters appear to have gone quiescent, but Noah doesn’t completely trust the lull. The younger members of the pack are preparing for senior year, but Stiles is uncertain about the future. And Derek is trying to hold everything together.

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The First Change – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: The First Change
Series: True Guardian
Series Order: 2
Author: Lalaith Quetzalli
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Crime Drama, Dimension Travel, Family, Pre-Relationship, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Peter Hale/Sheriff Stilinski, Pre-Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Past Peter Hale/Sheriff Stilinski/Claudia Stilinski
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: *No Mandatory Warnings Apply, Minor Character Death, Murder, Discussion – Rape (Canonical, Kate Argent), Discussion – Torture, Racism, Violence – Canon Level
Word Count: 22,150
Summary: Scott McCall has always focused on himself: his choices, his life. When he sets out to change the past he doesn’t consider everyone else around him. It’s a good thing Stiles Stilinski and Peter Hale are the kind of people to think on their feet and take advantage of every opportunity granted to them.

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Never A Spare – Strailo

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Title: Never A Spare
Author: Strailo
Fandom: Harry Potter
Genre: Angst, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slash, Time Travel, Tragedy
Relationship(s): Cassius Warrington/Harry Potter
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Major Character Death, Violence-Graphic, Canon-Level Violence, Torture, Obsession, Violence – Against Children, Kidnapping, Murder
Word Count: 121,649
Summary: When Magic Herself decides that things are oh so wrong, She makes her move with Fate, Destiny, and Death standing beside her. They knew the Ripples would come when they chose their Person. Those Ripples touch everyone in the Wizarding World. They touch Harry Potter the most, being the Chosen One to bring balance to an unbalanced world.

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The Original Version – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: The Original Version
Series: True Guardian
Series Order: 1
Author: Lalaith Quetzalli
Fandom: Teen Wolf,
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Drama, Family, Future Fic / Post-Canon, Slash, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Canon Relationships
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death, Minor Character Death, Murder, Discussion – Rape (Canonical, Kate Argent), Discussion – Torture, Hate Crimes, Racism, Violence – Canon Level
Word Count: 18,556
Summary: The Hale Pack have been the guardians of the Beacon Hills’ nemeton for centuries. Until broken vows, tragic death and abandonment make it necessary for a new guardian to be chosen. Yet it won’t be that easy for him to claim his place. And a few side-routes might have to be taken before getting there.

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One Step Closer – Duochanfan

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Title: One Step Closer
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Maddie Buckley/Howard Han
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse, Bigotry, Mental Health Issues, Character Bashing, Talk of Attempted Suicide, Discussion of Rape, Attempted Murder, Stalking, Brainwashing
Word Count: 114,129
Summary: When Chimney learned of the Big Buckley Secret, he realized that he needs to do something. Maddie is never going to tell Buck if he doesn’t push. In the end, he’s going to have to decide, keep the secret and face the fallout and feel guilty for never saying a word, or tell Buck and face the possibility of the end of his relationship with Maddie.

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Hard to Kill – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: Hard to Kill
Author: Lalaith Quetzalli
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Established Relationship, Family, Romance, Slash
Relationship(s): Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Background Relationships
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse. Death-Minor Character, Discussion-Hate Crimes, Discussion-Miscarriage, Kidnapping, Murder, Racism.
Word Count: 72795
Summary: Mieczyslaw Jan Gajos Stilinski was born into a lineage of power, and duty. With the power and will to carry on the legacy of his ancestors, and more. And no matter who gets in his way, who tries to push him back, to take him down, in the end he will always be the last one standing. For even if he might be only human, in this world of magic and monsters, he knows that humans can sometimes be stronger than even gods…

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The Best Thing – Duochanfan

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Title: The Best Thing
Series: Affirmation
Series Order: 5
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Crime Drama, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Eddie Diaz/Evan Buckley
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse. Bigotry, Canon Natural Disasters, Canon Typical Violence, Character Bashing, Dark Themes, Death Minor Character, Discussion Death of Children, Gun Violence, Homophobia, Injury, Kidnapping of a Minor, Attempted Murder, Attempted Murder of a Minor, Murder, Stalking.
Word Count: 63,779
Summary: Evan has been at the 118 for a month, when Eddie finally joins him to be his partner on the truck. The two work together as their family begins to change around them and grow. Happy times lay ahead. But when the past comes knocking, will they be able to face what’s to come?

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Hoping The Next Carries Your Name – Indygodusk

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Title: Hoping The Next Carries Your Name
Series: The Infinite Loop Of Love And Good Intentions
Series Order: 3
Author: Indygodusk
Fandom: Harry Potter
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Future Fic / Post-Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Gen, Harry Potter/Hermione Granger (pre-relationship)
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic. Bullying, Suicide, Child Abuse-implied, Murder, Adultery, Weasley Bashing
Word Count: 44,437
Summary: “Please, Mum,” Hugo begged. “Come with me and stop it from happening. I have to see it stopped or I’ll never be able to rest. I can’t live with the guilt. I can’t.”

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Hold Me – Duochanfan

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Title: Hold Me
Series: Affirmation
Series Order: 4
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Crime Drama, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Eddie Diaz/Evan Buckley, background relationships
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse. Bigotry, Canon Natural Disasters, Canon Typical Violence, Character Bashing, Dark Themes, Death Minor Character, Discussion Death of Children, Gun Violence, Homophobia, Injury, Kidnapping of a Minor, Attempted Murder, Attempted Murder of a Minor, Murder, Stalking.
Word Count: 55,149
Summary: With Eddie home for good, Evan searches for a new career, after trauma killed his future in the LAPD. A new friendship leads him to the fire academy, and when assigned to the 107, he settles into life as a firefighter, and discovers his true calling in life. Eddie is recovering at home, and working out what might be next on the horizon.

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An Accounting Problem – Meri

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Title: An Accounting Problem
Author: Meri
Fandom: Harry Potter
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family
Relationship(s): Gen
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: *No Mandatory Warnings Apply. Discussions Of Child Abuse, Implied (Briefly) Spouse Abuse
Word Count: 76,169
Summary: In the complex tapestry of Wizarding Britain, a single loose thread can unravel the most intricately woven of plans.

In October 1983, a seemingly minor discrepancy in a goblin accounting ledger is discovered in an audit, and the investigation it sparks begins to unravel the plans of some highly placed people in the Wizarding World. It changes the trajectory of everything and sets Harry Potter, Sirius Black, Narcissa Malfoy, Minerva McGonagall, Ragnok Winterkill, and Amelia Bones on new courses in their lives.

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Holding My Breath Between Heartbeats – Indygodusk

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Title: Holding My Breath Between Heartbeats
Series: The Infinite Loop Of Love And Good Intentions
Series Order: 2
Author: Indygodusk
Fandom: Harry Potter
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Future Fic / Post-Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Gen, Harry Potter/Hermione Granger (pre-relationship)
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic. Bullying, Addiction, Suicide, Child Abuse-implied, Murder, Adultery, Weasley Bashing
Word Count: 70,068
Summary: Putting his hand in his pocket, Harry fingered the necklace. Maybe he’d use his spare time to figure the thing out, maybe start a fourth apocalypse or something to amuse himself and anger the Ministry, though only a very small one. He did have his kids on the outside to think about, after all.

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Crash and Burn – Duochanfan

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Title: Crash and Burn
Series: Affirmation
Series Order: 3
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Crime Drama, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Eddie Diaz/Evan Buckley
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse. Bigotry, Canon Natural Disasters, Canon Typical Violence, Character Bashing, Dark Themes, Death Minor Character, Discussion Death of Children, Gun Violence, Homophobia, Injury, Kidnapping of a Minor, Attempted Murder, Attempted Murder of a Minor, Murder, Stalking.
Word Count: 52,912
Summary: Evan Buckley was now Officer Evan Buckley of the LAPD. A career he hoped to find a home in. But when homicide Detective Lou Ransone asks for some help on a case. Evan and Athena Grant are the two to answer the call. The three of them have to work together to bring a killer to justice, while Evan deals with a new romance with Eddie. But things begin to Crash and Burn around them.

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Standing At The Edge Of Time – Indygodusk

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Title: Standing At The Edge Of Time
Series: The Infinite Loop Of Love And Good Intentions
Series Order: 1
Author: Indygodusk
Fandom: Harry Potter
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Future Fic / Post-Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Gen, Harry Potter/Hermione Granger (pre-relationship)
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic. Bullying, Addiction, Suicide, Child Abuse-implied, Murder, Adultery, Weasley Bashing
Word Count: 90,065
Summary: Harry is going to fix Hermione’s death no matter what it takes. It’s just going to take a little time and, to be open and honest with you, a few (or more than a few) detours and deaths. Being a fair individual, Harry is not excluding himself from the dying, though he does resent the detours, especially after Rose hijacks his plan.

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The Infinite Loop Of Love And Good Intentions Series – Indygodusk

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Series Title: The Infinite Loop Of Love And Good Intentions
Author: Indygodusk
Fandom: Harry Potter
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Future Fic / Post-Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Gen, Harry Potter/Hermione Granger (pre-relationship)
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic. Bullying, Addiction, Suicide, Child Abuse-implied, Murder, Adultery, Weasley Bashing
Word Count: 204,570
Summary: Our story starts in the year 2020 when youthful optimism has corroded once-heroes into villains, victims, and inmates such that death becomes the cause, solution, and avatar for a cataclysmic change of fate—rewriting time and history. Several times… or maybe more… honestly, we lost count. Our story starts and ends and starts like this—in an infinite loop of love and good intentions.

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The Exit – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: The Exit
Series: The Light and the Illusion
Series Order: 3
Author: Lalaith Quetzalli
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Established Relationship, Family, Slash
Relationship(s): Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Background Relationships
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Violence-Graphic. Death-Minor Character, Death-Nameless Characters, Dark Themes, Murder, Discussion-Child Abuse
Word Count: 20,853
Summary: It’s not been easy, living such a life, all the secrets, all the lies. But Stiles did it because he had to, for himself, for his family, his pack. He’s learned, he’s traveled, he’s fought, done everything he’s had to. Now comes the time for the hardest part, and perhaps (hopefully) the most rewarding. It’s all come down to this…

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The Last Strawberry You’ll Ever Eat – SASundance

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Title: The Last Strawberry You’ll Ever Eat
Author: SASundance
Fandom: Stargate SG1
Genre: Angst, Episode Related, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Kid!fic, Science Fiction
Relationship(s): Gen
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death. Alien Abduction; Temporary minor character death; Grief, and loss of a child through gun violence; discussions of canonical elements of slavery, genocide and rape: discussions canonical element of ethical issues of child autonomy and abuse; mild character bashing
Word Count: 113,104
Summary: Dr Janet Fraiser, CMO of Stargate Command, greatly respects her superior officers, General George Hammond and Colonel Jack O’Neill. But they’re all facing a huge challenge over which option to take to repair the dying Retou Charlie’s poorly cloned body. Will she have to overrule the two highest-ranked officers on the base?

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