Category: Angst

Hard to Kill – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: Hard to Kill
Author: Lalaith Quetzalli
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Established Relationship, Family, Romance, Slash
Relationship(s): Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Background Relationships
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse. Death-Minor Character, Discussion-Hate Crimes, Discussion-Miscarriage, Kidnapping, Murder, Racism.
Word Count: 72795
Summary: Mieczyslaw Jan Gajos Stilinski was born into a lineage of power, and duty. With the power and will to carry on the legacy of his ancestors, and more. And no matter who gets in his way, who tries to push him back, to take him down, in the end he will always be the last one standing. For even if he might be only human, in this world of magic and monsters, he knows that humans can sometimes be stronger than even gods…

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The Best Thing – Duochanfan

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Title: The Best Thing
Series: Affirmation
Series Order: 5
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Crime Drama, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Eddie Diaz/Evan Buckley
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse. Bigotry, Canon Natural Disasters, Canon Typical Violence, Character Bashing, Dark Themes, Death Minor Character, Discussion Death of Children, Gun Violence, Homophobia, Injury, Kidnapping of a Minor, Attempted Murder, Attempted Murder of a Minor, Murder, Stalking.
Word Count: 63,779
Summary: Evan has been at the 118 for a month, when Eddie finally joins him to be his partner on the truck. The two work together as their family begins to change around them and grow. Happy times lay ahead. But when the past comes knocking, will they be able to face what’s to come?

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Hoping The Next Carries Your Name – Indygodusk

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Title: Hoping The Next Carries Your Name
Series: The Infinite Loop Of Love And Good Intentions
Series Order: 3
Author: Indygodusk
Fandom: Harry Potter
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Future Fic / Post-Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Gen, Harry Potter/Hermione Granger (pre-relationship)
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic. Bullying, Suicide, Child Abuse-implied, Murder, Adultery, Weasley Bashing
Word Count: 44,437
Summary: “Please, Mum,” Hugo begged. “Come with me and stop it from happening. I have to see it stopped or I’ll never be able to rest. I can’t live with the guilt. I can’t.”

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Hold Me – Duochanfan

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Title: Hold Me
Series: Affirmation
Series Order: 4
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Crime Drama, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Eddie Diaz/Evan Buckley, background relationships
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse. Bigotry, Canon Natural Disasters, Canon Typical Violence, Character Bashing, Dark Themes, Death Minor Character, Discussion Death of Children, Gun Violence, Homophobia, Injury, Kidnapping of a Minor, Attempted Murder, Attempted Murder of a Minor, Murder, Stalking.
Word Count: 55,149
Summary: With Eddie home for good, Evan searches for a new career, after trauma killed his future in the LAPD. A new friendship leads him to the fire academy, and when assigned to the 107, he settles into life as a firefighter, and discovers his true calling in life. Eddie is recovering at home, and working out what might be next on the horizon.

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An Accounting Problem – Meri

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Title: An Accounting Problem
Author: Meri
Fandom: Harry Potter
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family
Relationship(s): Gen
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: *No Mandatory Warnings Apply. Discussions Of Child Abuse, Implied (Briefly) Spouse Abuse
Word Count: 76,169
Summary: In the complex tapestry of Wizarding Britain, a single loose thread can unravel the most intricately woven of plans.

In October 1983, a seemingly minor discrepancy in a goblin accounting ledger is discovered in an audit, and the investigation it sparks begins to unravel the plans of some highly placed people in the Wizarding World. It changes the trajectory of everything and sets Harry Potter, Sirius Black, Narcissa Malfoy, Minerva McGonagall, Ragnok Winterkill, and Amelia Bones on new courses in their lives.

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Holding My Breath Between Heartbeats – Indygodusk

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Title: Holding My Breath Between Heartbeats
Series: The Infinite Loop Of Love And Good Intentions
Series Order: 2
Author: Indygodusk
Fandom: Harry Potter
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Future Fic / Post-Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Gen, Harry Potter/Hermione Granger (pre-relationship)
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic. Bullying, Addiction, Suicide, Child Abuse-implied, Murder, Adultery, Weasley Bashing
Word Count: 70,068
Summary: Putting his hand in his pocket, Harry fingered the necklace. Maybe he’d use his spare time to figure the thing out, maybe start a fourth apocalypse or something to amuse himself and anger the Ministry, though only a very small one. He did have his kids on the outside to think about, after all.

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Crash and Burn – Duochanfan

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Title: Crash and Burn
Series: Affirmation
Series Order: 3
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Crime Drama, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Eddie Diaz/Evan Buckley
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse. Bigotry, Canon Natural Disasters, Canon Typical Violence, Character Bashing, Dark Themes, Death Minor Character, Discussion Death of Children, Gun Violence, Homophobia, Injury, Kidnapping of a Minor, Attempted Murder, Attempted Murder of a Minor, Murder, Stalking.
Word Count: 52,912
Summary: Evan Buckley was now Officer Evan Buckley of the LAPD. A career he hoped to find a home in. But when homicide Detective Lou Ransone asks for some help on a case. Evan and Athena Grant are the two to answer the call. The three of them have to work together to bring a killer to justice, while Evan deals with a new romance with Eddie. But things begin to Crash and Burn around them.

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Standing At The Edge Of Time – Indygodusk

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Title: Standing At The Edge Of Time
Series: The Infinite Loop Of Love And Good Intentions
Series Order: 1
Author: Indygodusk
Fandom: Harry Potter
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Future Fic / Post-Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Gen, Harry Potter/Hermione Granger (pre-relationship)
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic. Bullying, Addiction, Suicide, Child Abuse-implied, Murder, Adultery, Weasley Bashing
Word Count: 90,065
Summary: Harry is going to fix Hermione’s death no matter what it takes. It’s just going to take a little time and, to be open and honest with you, a few (or more than a few) detours and deaths. Being a fair individual, Harry is not excluding himself from the dying, though he does resent the detours, especially after Rose hijacks his plan.

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The Infinite Loop Of Love And Good Intentions Series – Indygodusk

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Series Title: The Infinite Loop Of Love And Good Intentions
Author: Indygodusk
Fandom: Harry Potter
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Future Fic / Post-Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Gen, Harry Potter/Hermione Granger (pre-relationship)
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic. Bullying, Addiction, Suicide, Child Abuse-implied, Murder, Adultery, Weasley Bashing
Word Count: 204,570
Summary: Our story starts in the year 2020 when youthful optimism has corroded once-heroes into villains, victims, and inmates such that death becomes the cause, solution, and avatar for a cataclysmic change of fate—rewriting time and history. Several times… or maybe more… honestly, we lost count. Our story starts and ends and starts like this—in an infinite loop of love and good intentions.

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The Exit – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: The Exit
Series: The Light and the Illusion
Series Order: 3
Author: Lalaith Quetzalli
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Established Relationship, Family, Slash
Relationship(s): Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Background Relationships
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Violence-Graphic. Death-Minor Character, Death-Nameless Characters, Dark Themes, Murder, Discussion-Child Abuse
Word Count: 20,853
Summary: It’s not been easy, living such a life, all the secrets, all the lies. But Stiles did it because he had to, for himself, for his family, his pack. He’s learned, he’s traveled, he’s fought, done everything he’s had to. Now comes the time for the hardest part, and perhaps (hopefully) the most rewarding. It’s all come down to this…

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The Last Strawberry You’ll Ever Eat – SASundance

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Title: The Last Strawberry You’ll Ever Eat
Author: SASundance
Fandom: Stargate SG1
Genre: Angst, Episode Related, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Kid!fic, Science Fiction
Relationship(s): Gen
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death. Alien Abduction; Temporary minor character death; Grief, and loss of a child through gun violence; discussions of canonical elements of slavery, genocide and rape: discussions canonical element of ethical issues of child autonomy and abuse; mild character bashing
Word Count: 113,104
Summary: Dr Janet Fraiser, CMO of Stargate Command, greatly respects her superior officers, General George Hammond and Colonel Jack O’Neill. But they’re all facing a huge challenge over which option to take to repair the dying Retou Charlie’s poorly cloned body. Will she have to overrule the two highest-ranked officers on the base?

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The Animal Song – Duochanfan

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Title: The Animal Song
Series: Affirmation
Series Order: 2
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Crime Drama, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Evan Buckley/Lou Ransone, Background relationships
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse. Bigotry, Canon Natural Disasters, Canon Typical Violence, Character Bashing, Dark Themes, Death Minor Character, Discussion Death of Children, Gun Violence, Homophobia, Injury, Kidnapping of a Minor, Attempted Murder, Attempted Murder of a Minor, Murder, Stalking.
Word Count: 50,955
Summary: Evan arrived in LA, meeting with Isabel and Edmundo Diaz, the two take him in as he starts university, and becomes the godfather of one very adorable baby, Christopher Diaz. He settles into life in LA, finding friends, a relationship and even a career that he hadn’t thought of before.

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The Tunnel – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: The Tunnel
Series: The Light and the Illusion
Series Order: 2
Author: Lalaith Quetzalli
Fandom: Teen Wolf, Criminal Minds
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Crime Drama, Crossover, Family, Slash
Relationship(s): Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Background Relationships
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Torture, Violence-Graphic. Death-Minor Character, Death-Nameless Characters, Dark Themes, Discussion-Child Abuse, Discussion-Suicide, Kidnapping, Murder, Permanent Injury,
Word Count: 34,277
Summary: Some choices may be easy, others may be hard. But sometimes the hardest thing isn’t choosing, but going through with it. Because no matter how easy a decision, no matter how right, that doesn’t mean what follows cannot be hard as hell. Stiles knew this was going to be the hardest thing he ever did from the moment he laid eyes on the boy.

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Loose Ends – ImaliFegen89

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Title: Loose Ends
Author: ImaliFegen89
Fandom: Strike Back (TV series)
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Episode Related, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense, Thriller
Relationship(s): Gen
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Torture, Violence-Graphic. Canon-typical Religious Radicalism/Terrorism, Canon-typical violence, Explicit swearing, Minor character deaths, Canonical suicide attempt of a minor character, Kidnapping/blackmail situations, Hostage situations, War crimes (hostage deaths, on-screen/public execution attempts, prisoner interrogations) Discussions-bio weapons
Word Count: 52,563
Summary: Having finally put his demons to rest, John Porter didn’t expect to survive the aftermath of his last mission. It certainly wasn’t a cause for celebration when he did, since his short-lived reprieve frizzled out with his capture by the CIA.

There would be no rescue. The CIA would do their best to use him and dispose of him when he inevitably proved he wasn’t worth the effort. Those were the irrefutable facts.

When the salvation arrives in the most unexpected manner possible, John might have to revise that conclusion, and accept that there might be one more mission to see through before he could hand over the reins for good.

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If tomorrow never comes – Hedwig Edwiges

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Title: If tomorrow never comes
Author: Hedwig Edwiges
Fandom: NCIS
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Time Travel
Relationship(s): Gen
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Major Character Death, Violence-Graphic. Medical inaccuracies, Law enforcement procedures inaccuracies, Original characters
Word Count: 65,075
Summary: Tony always expected a violent death considering his line of work. What he didn’t expect was to wake up years younger, with memories of a life that didn’t go the way he expected or wanted.

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You Can Still Be Free – Duochanfan

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Title: You Can Still Be Free
Series: Affirmation
Series Order: 1
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Crime Drama, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Gen
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse. Bigotry, Canon Natural Disasters, Canon Typical Violence, Character Bashing, Dark Themes, Death Minor Character, Discussion Death of Children, Gun Violence, Homophobia, Injury, Kidnapping of a Minor, Attempted Murder, Attempted Murder of a Minor, Murder, Stalking.
Word Count: 51,869
Summary: Evan Buckley knew that he wouldn’t see his next birthday if he stayed in the Buckley home. With help from his friend, Eric, he finds a place that he can call his own. That one action has more consequences that Evan ever thought possible.

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Affirmation Series – Duochanfan

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Series Title: Affirmation
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Crime Drama, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Eddie Diaz/Evan Buckley
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Domestic, Violence-Against Children/Child Abuse. Bigotry, Canon Natural Disasters, Canon Typical Violence, Character Bashing, Dark Themes, Death Minor Character, Discussion Death of Children, Gun Violence, Homophobia, Injury, Kidnapping of a Minor, Attempted Murder, Attempted Murder of a Minor, Murder, Stalking.
Word Count: 274,644
Summary: Evan Buckley knew that if he carried on living in the Buckley home any longer that he wasn’t going to see his next birthday. Making a decision, Evan, with the help of his best friend and his family, move out of the Buckley home at sixteen. What followed that one decision leads Evan Buckley on a path that he didn’t expect. One full of friends, family, reconciliation and a future he never imagined.

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The Entryway – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: The Entryway
Series: The Light and the Illusion
Series Order: 1
Author: Lalaith Quetzalli
Fandom: Teen Wolf, Criminal Minds
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Crossover, Episode Related, Family, Pre-Relationship, Slash
Relationship(s): Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Hate Crimes, Hate Speech. Death-Nameless Characters, Dark Themes, Murder, Violence-Canon Level, Non-Graphic Nudity of two teenagers (over 16), Non-Graphic Sex between two teenagers (over 16) (the sex itself is fade to black)
Word Count: 22,294
Summary: Throughout his life Stiles has had to make hard choices: to accept the reality of the supernatural, to learn to not just survive but to fight, to hold onto those who truly earned his loyalty, and let go of those who didn’t… Each choice has been hard in its own way, yet not as hard as what’s yet to come…

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The Light and the Illusion Series – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Series Title: The Light and the Illusion
Author: Lalaith Quetzalli
Fandom: Teen Wolf, Criminal Minds
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Crime Drama, Crossover, Family, Slash
Relationship(s): Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Background Relationships
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Hate Crimes. Death-Minor Character, Death-Nameless Characters, Dark Themes, Discusion-Child Abuse, Discussion-Suicide, Kidnapping, Murder, Permanent Injury, Torture, Violence-Graphic, Non-Graphic Sex between two teenagers (over 16)
Word Count: 77,424
Summary: When you live in a world full of shifters and hunters and magic. How do you know what is real and what is mere illusion? When your world seems to be embroiled in a neverending war, how do you choose a side?

Stiles Stilinski picked his side a long time ago. Beacon Hills is his home, the Hales are his pack, and he’ll fight for them. Against hunters and magicals and whatever else might come at him!

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Pathfinder – Jilly James

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Title: Pathfinder
Author: Jilly James
Fandom: Star Wars
Genre: Angst, Drama, Pre-Relationship, Science Fiction
Relationship(s): Gen, Pre-Obi-Wan Kenobi/Nield, OC/OC
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Discussion-Slavery, Discussion-Graphic Violence, Discussion-Violence Against Children, Discussion-War, Discussion-Children engaged in warfare, Discussion-Child Murder, Discussion-Attempted Genocide, Discussion-Suicide, Discussion-Self-Harm, Dark Themes, Discussion-Major/Permanent Injury, Mild Character Bashing, implied trauma.
Word Count: 87,410
Summary: After being exiled from the Young and returning to the temple, Obi-Wan Kenobi goes through the motions of healing and re-establishing his place in the Order. Yet he knows there’s a far-reaching threat still facing the Young—there are risks of starvation, illness, and the greater threat of attacks from shadowy forces he sees only in vision. He has little faith in the Order residing within the walls of the temple, so he seeks help from without, sending petitions for aid to the service corps branches. After all, no one told him he couldn’t, and he’ll do anything to protect the Young.

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