Category: Angst

Ain’t got no tears left to cry – BytheBry

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Title: Ain’t got no tears left to cry
Author: BytheBry
Fandom: 9-1-1: Lone Star
Genre: Angst, Contemporary, Episode Related, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Relationship(s): TK Strand/Carlos Reyes
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Self Harm, Mentions-Addiction, Canon-Adultery, Canon-Kidnapping, Canon-Drugging, Permanent Breakup.
Word Count: 88,789
Summary: How did it all change in the blink of an eye? They had been so happy. He thought he had conquered his inner demons. His life had been peaceful. He had pushed the red flags away. How did it all change?

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My Own Miracle – BlueeyedDreamer

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Title: My Own Miracle
Author: BlueeyedDreamer
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Slash
Relationship(s): Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Major Character Death, Buckley Parent Bashing, Discussion of domestic violence, discussion of attempted murder, Violence-Canon level, Explicit Sex in Epilogue
Word Count: 52,228
Summary: Evan Buckley learned the reason for his existence when Daniel’s cancer came back. Since then, he knew he was on borrowed time under his parents’ roof. So, he began to plan. With the help of a friend, and people he met along the way, Evan managed to make a life for himself. Maybe he was born to save someone, but he’d learn to live for himself.

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Little Wonders – EAlexBeau

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Title: Little Wonders
Author: EAlexBeau
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Kid!fic, Pre-Relationship, Romance
Relationship(s): Pre-Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Canon Violence, Child Endangerment, PPD, Discussion- Suicide, Discussion- Racism, Discussion- Domestic Violence, Internalized Homophobia, Character Bashing
Word Count: 74294
Summary: Evan Buckley’s calling is firefighting, but his dream is to be a dad. He’s tried to do things the expected way, first finding a partner, then building a family. But Covid lockdown has given him plenty of time to think, and he’s decided he doesn’t need a partner. He’s ready to start his family now.

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What’s Past Is Prologue – Duochanfan

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Title: What’s Past Is Prologue
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1, Hawaii Five-0
Genre: Angst, Crossover, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz, background pairings
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Discussion-Sexual Assault, Discussion-Violence, Discussion-Combat Injuries, Attempted Murder, Attempted Rape (Wells), Violence – Domestic, Violence – Against Children, Homophobia, Racism, Hurt/Comfort, Dark Themes, Stalking, Canon Typical Violence, Gun Violence, Toxic Family Dynamics, Character Bashing, Ableism, Discussion-Combat Injuries,
Word Count: 131,758
Summary: Moving to LA with Shannon and Christopher after being shot was supposed to save his marriage. Instead, he felt more alone and abandoned than he did in El Paso. That is until he meets Evan Buckley; a former Navy SEAL who was finding his footing in LA. The two rekindle a friendship that had barely started in the sandbox and plan for their futures.

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Dark Angel – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: Dark Angel
Series: Morning Star
Series Order: 3
Author: Lalaith (Lalaith Quetzalli)
Fandom: Shadowhunters
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Established Relationship, Family, Femslash, Menage or More (aka Threesome), Slash
Relationship(s): Alec Lightwood/Magnus Bane, Izzy Lightwood/Lydia Branwell, Will Herondale/Tessa Gray/Jem Carstairs
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Canon Typical Violence, Somewhat Graphic Violence, Low Gore, Minor Character Death , Discussion of Suicide, Discussion of Child Neglect/Abuse, Explicit Language, Religious themes, Implied Homophobia (slurs are never outright said, but they’re made obvious).
Word Count: 26,807
Summary: War is coming to the nephilim, a war they won’t be able to win on their own. But who’s there to help them fight? When their numbers keep dwindling and the Clave’s running out of allies, who might be willing to face the Mother of all Demons in battle? Years have passed, and it’s time some people face, once and for all, who they are now, what they have become…

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Unbreak Broken – enigmaticblue

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Title: Unbreak Broken
Author: enigmaticblue
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Genre: Angst, Apocalypse, Dimension Travel, Romance
Relationship(s): Bruce Banner/Tony Stark, Natasha Romanoff/James “Bucky” Barnes
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: None
Word Count: 100,776
Summary: In a dying world, Steve, Natasha, and Tony decide to use an escape hatch to a parallel universe, one that might need three superheroes. Their arrival shakes everything up.

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Ghosts of the Past – Duochanfan

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Title: Ghosts of the Past
Series: Second Chance Home
Series Order: 4
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz, background pairings
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Speech, Violence-Canon Level, Violence-Graphic, Homophobia, Bigotry, Discussion-Child Abuse, Discussion-Domestic Abuse, Attempted Murder, Stalking, Character Bashing.
Word Count: 44,235
Summary: Eddie and Evan are happy to be working together at the 118. With Eddie moved into Second Chance Home and the two of them making a family with Christopher and Leyna. They are planning their next steps when some Ghosts from their pasts start to make noises. Eddie and Evan are just hoping that none of these Ghosts ruin the plans they are making for their life together as a family.

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Pit of Arrogance – SASundance

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Title: Pit of Arrogance
Author: SASundance
Fandom: NCIS
Genre: Angst, Crime Drama, Drama, Episode Related
Relationship(s): Gen, background pairings.
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Canon typical violence, discussion of infertility issues, surrogacy and adoption, not MCRT friendly.
Word Count: 160,158
Summary: When the deputy manager of HR, Delores Bromstead, witnesses the MCRT’s junior agents’ insubordination of the Senior Field Agent, she decides she has had enough. If Gibbs refuses to enforce the chain of command on his team, then it is time for her to act. She might not be able to make Special Agent L.J. Gibbs follow agency rules and regulations, but she refuses to stand by and let the rookies continually get away with insubordination. Her actions will end up having far reaching repercussions for every member of NCIS, including Delores. Set during Forced Entry S02e09.

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Love Changes Everything – Duochanfan

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Title: Love Changes Everything
Series: Second Chance Home
Series Order: 3
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz, background pairings
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Child Abuse, Bigotry, Violence-Graphic, Violence-Against Baby, Discussion-Child Abuse, Child Illness (Pneumonia), Major Child Injures, Canon Catfisher, Character Bashing.
Word Count: 46,310
Summary: Second Chance Home is running smoothly and Evan and Eddie are getting closer. Evan is enjoying his time at the 118, learning all he can about being a firefighter as Eddie begins contemplating his own future career. Nothing is smooth sailing when someone starts to pretend that they are Evan, and a catfishers victims start appearing to confront Evan for ghosting them.

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Fallen – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: Fallen
Series: Morning Star
Series Order: 2
Author: Lalaith (Lalaith Quetzalli)
Fandom: Shadowhunters
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship
Relationship(s): Pre-Alec Lightwood/Magnus Bane
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Canon Typical Violence, Somewhat Graphic Violence, Low Gore, Minor Character Death, Discussion of Suicide, Discussion of Child Neglect/Abuse, Explicit Language, Religious themes, Implied Homophobia (slurs are never outright said, but they’re made obvious).
Word Count: 35,992
Summary: It’s curious how it is always said that some angels ‘fell’ from Heaven, yet no one ever stops to wonder at what that means. They weren’t thrown out, weren’t sent away, they Fell… Alec is in prime position to understand the difference. There are times when he cannot help but feel that he’s still falling; and he has no idea who he’ll be when he lands.

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A Raging Tempest – enigmaticblue

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Title: A Raging Tempest
Series: What We Gain
Series Order: 4
Author: enigmaticblue
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort
Relationship(s): Gen
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Rape/Non-con/Dub-con (between Derek Hale and Jennifer Blake where she uses magic to roofie him)
Word Count: 68,278
Summary: Noah realizes that integrating as many pack members as they have is going to present problems of its own. With pressures building inside and outside the pack, Noah finds himself in the midst of a storm that may devastate his pack and Beacon Hills alike.

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Enough is Enough – CorgiQueen14

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Title: Enough is Enough
Series: Never Enough
Series Order: 2
Author: CorgiQueen14
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Contemporary, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz
Content Rating: R
Warnings: slight mention of past non-con, Bad Parenting, Not Maddie Buckley Friendly, Not Buckley Parents Friendly, Not Chimney Han friendly, Canon typical violence,
Word Count: 79,347
Summary: Two years had passed since Buck had uncovered his family’s dark secret. Now, Buck and Eddie are ready to take the next step in their relationship. But when family drama attacks them on all sides, will they make it out unscathed? Or will lightning strike when they least expect it?

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Never Enough Series – CorgiQueen14

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Series: Never Enough
Author: CorgiQueen14
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Crack, Drama, Family, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Referenced Past Non-Con, Bad Parenting, Implied/Referenced Child Neglect, Not Maddie Buckley Friendly, Not Buckley Parents Friendly, Not Chimney Han Friendly, Slight Unfriendly Treatment of Ana Flores, Canon typical violence,
Word Count: 137,457
Summary: Buck tried not to think about his past. But when his life fell apart due to the reveal of an old family secret, it took a lot to put him back together. Luckily, Eddie and Chris were up to the task. With them by his side, Buck knew he could handle anything.

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Betrayed – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Title: Betrayed
Series: Morning Star
Series Order: 1
Author: Lalaith (Lalaith Quetzalli)
Fandom: Shadowhunters
Genre: Angst, Drama, Episode Related, Family, Pre-Relationship, Suspense
Relationship(s): Gen
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Canon Typical Violence, Implied Child Neglect/Abuse, Explicit Language, Religious themes,
Word Count: 20,164
Summary: Alec’s been betrayed, by his parabatai, his sister, his parents, his would-be-wife, his superiors, by the very Angels he once swore to serve. And when all those bonds are cut by the sharp blades of those betrayals, what is left of Alexander Lightwood? What is there when you’ve lost everyone and everything you’ve ever known?

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Morning Star Series – Lalaith Quetzalli

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Series: Morning Star
Author: Lalaith (Lalaith Quetzalli)
Fandom: Shadowhunters
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slash
Relationship(s): Alec Lightwood/Magnus Bane, minor/background pairings
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Canon Typical Violence, Somewhat Graphic Violence, Low Gore, Minor Character Death , Discussion of Suicide, Discussion of Child Neglect/Abuse, Explicit Language, Religious themes, Implied Homophobia (slurs are never outright said, but they’re made obvious).
Word Count: 82,963
Summary: The world is not black and white. Not all angels are purely good, not all those who Fall become demons. When it’s all on the line, loyalties are tested, blood is spilled and bonds snap, Alec Lightwood will discover that the world might not be what he thought it was, but that doesn’t mean it cannot be better… And when a new morningstar rises in the sky, it will announce the coming of a new dawn, a new era for the whole of the Shadow World…

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Home Is Where The Heart Is – Duochanfan

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Title: Home Is Where The Heart Is
Series: Second Chance Home
Series Order: 2
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship
Relationship(s): Pre-Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz, background pairings
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Child Abuse, False Accusations of Child Abuse, Bigotry, Discussion-Child Abuse, Attempted Kidnapping, Attempted Off Screen Rape (Dr Wells), Violence Canon-Level, Character Bashing.
Word Count: 51,193
Summary: Second Chance Home is up and running and Evan has also applied for the Fire Academy after his friends recommend it to him. When he gets asked to take in a disabled child, he comes face to face with five-year-old Christopher Diaz, taken from his father when accusations of abuse are reported to CPS. Evan has to keep an unbiased opinion when confronted with the two sides battling for custody of the child.

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To Fix What’s Broken One Last Time – ImaliFegen89

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Title: To Fix What’s Broken One Last Time
Author: ImaliFegen89
Fandom: Burn Notice
Genre: Angst, Action Adventure, Crime Drama, Episode Related, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Relationship(s): Michael Westen/Fiona Glenanne
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Canon-level/graphic violence, canon-level mental/physical torture, mild suicidal thoughts, non-consensual drugging, non-explicit sexual content, canon-level discussions/hallucinations of child abuse, DIscussion-domestic violence , death-minor characters, canonical deaths, kidnapping, explicit language, canon-level alcoholism, use of bio-weapons.
Word Count: 187,781
Summary: After killing his mentor, Tom Card, Michael decided to surrender instead of running away. He thought that was the best way to keep his friends and what was left of his family safe. Little did he know that fate had other plans.

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A Greater Sacrifice – SASundance

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Title: A Greater Sacrifice
Author: SASundance
Fandom: NCIS, Eureka – minor crossover
Genre: Angst, Crossover, Episode Related, Fantasy, Kid!fic, Paranormal/Supernatural, Science Fiction
Relationship(s): Gen, background pairings
Content Rating: R
Warnings: Discussion of suicidality, suicide missions, canonical level of violence
Word Count: 200,260
Summary: When Anthony DiNozzo is told by Director Vance that he must take one for the team, following the death of Mossad Officer Michael Rivkin, never did he imagine that the cost would prove so high. After a year filled with taking one for the team, Tony decides that he is not going to Tel Aviv, until he is blackmailed into going along by opportunistic politicians who see a chance to change the balance of power. Forced onto the plane taking Rivkin’s body home, an injured Tony isn’t sure that he will make it out alive or if there is anything left for him to come home to.

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Homecoming – Duochanfan

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Title: Homecoming
Series: Second Chance Home
Series Order: 1
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Drama, Family, Hurt/Comfort
Relationship(s): Background Pairings
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Bigotry, Abuse-Domestic, Violence-Canon-level, Discussion-Domestic Abuse, Discussion-Child Abuse, Death-OC Character, Death-Minor Character, False Accusations of Sexual Abuse, Character Bashing, Discussion Attempted Suicide
Word Count: 56,132
Summary: When Maddie handed over the Jeep, the world was opened for Evan to finally get away from his parents. On his travels around the country, he finds a friend to share his adventures with. Learning more about himself and family he didn’t know he still had, all slowly leading him Home.

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Second Chance Home Series – Duochanfan

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Series: Second Chance Home
Author: Duochanfan
Fandom: 9-1-1
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship, Romance
Relationship(s): Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Background Pairings
Content Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hate Speech, Violence-Against Children, Violence-Graphic, Domestic Abuse, Child Abuse, Violence-Canon Level, Bigotry, Homophobia, Attempted Rape (Wells), False Accusations of Sexual Assault, Character Bashing, Death of OC Character, False Accusations of Child Abuse, Attempted Kidnapping, Child illness, Major Injuries to a Baby, Assault against a Child, Catfishing, Stalking, Discussion Suicidal Thoughts, Discussion Domestic Abuse, Discussion-Child abuse.
Word Count: 197,870
Summary: Receiving the Jeep from Maddie had opened the world to Evan Buckley. Traveling around and working, finding a good friend that shared his dream with him, gave him something to work towards. His path led him to LA, where he finds family, both and chosen and blood, leading Evan to find his dream, his love, and maybe his happy ever after, especially when not everything is smooth sailing.

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