Ain’t got no tears left to cry – BytheBry

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Title: Ain’t got no tears left to cry
Author: BytheBry
Fandom: 9-1-1: Lone Star
Genre: Angst, Contemporary, Episode Related, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Relationship(s): TK Strand/Carlos Reyes
Content Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Self Harm, Mentions-Addiction, Canon-Adultery, Canon-Kidnapping, Canon-Drugging, Permanent Breakup.
Author Note: Please note – I consider a singular POV to be an unreliable narrator. In this story, TK is an unreliable narrator. He is caught in his own life and worries. Is he seeing what truly is or are his emotions and circumstances ruling him. Or both? I leave that up to you, the reader.
Alpha: HarleyJQuin
Word Count: 88,789
Summary: How did it all change in the blink of an eye? They had been so happy. He thought he had conquered his inner demons. His life had been peaceful. He had pushed the red flags away. How did it all change?
Artist: CoCo
Artist Appreciation: Thank you, Coco for visually bringing my words to life!



Story

Notes

911: Lone Star Season 4, Episodes 1-4 broke me. This is my attempt to fix that. Which is why this story is a break up story. This story is one that I needed to write because sometimes in a relationship, in life, there can be an abundance of love, but without trust, it doesn’t amount to much. This is a story about boundaries, about respecting and loving yourself, about finding your line in the sand, drawing it and then deciding you will thrive in your own way.

Heartfelt gratitude to Harley for zooming through this and being the most boss alpha with a side of beta there is, to Lostariel and Dylan for idea bouncing each time I got stuck, to RMF for reading this when I couldn’t anymore.

This fic began due to reading DarkJediQueen’s “Trust” where it sat lurking in the back of my mind ready to spring out my own words when I reached the right mental space for them.

Thank you to desertpoet for patiently handling all my questions.

Cast Pictures

Glossary

Translations

Nonno – grandfather

Nonna – grandmother

mi fratello – my brother

mi figlio – my son

BytheBry

A harmless Gremlin with his head in the clouds.

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